Story Of a Geisha

Testing 1, 2, 3…The test could either go through or fail and we move on to another task at hand. It sounds easy doesn’t it? This is so widely know and everybody does it without even giving it a second thought.

Exactly what our friend did here and failed…

So what?
Who cares to read about this?
Who in the first place has a dull enough life to actually write such a story?

Well the writer is me, I am guilty as charged because and for those who know me would understand, this has been killing me, like a wrath deep inside making me eager to comment on what triggered this feeling but the space allocation for this purpose is way too small for what I have to say.

And if you have made it so far, the reader would obviously be you. Not that you are a bored and an boring person, don’t worry about that, but simply because this testing story gets more interesting if you just add a child to it.

A child to it? I am confusing you? Well let me start all over and tell you what I mean and exactly how our friend actually tests love very efficiently I might add simply by throwing the world “child” to our well know Testing 1, 2, 3 method…It goes like this:

Testing child 1, child 2, child 3…Nope this is not love…I’m out of here!

See, you have someone in your life or you think you do, or in our hero’s case she feels she doesn’t but she wants to think she does so she fights for it God damn it because she was born a fighter and she always gets her way.

So she thinks what the heck, I’ll get pregnant, offer him a baby. Not that she cares about children but this would make him love her through their shared newborn or at least respect her 9 months long with-child situation.

This seemingly very genius plan failed and ended in miscarriage, because probably she couldn’t take the thought of a creature even so pure and sinless deforming her beautiful body.


Testing Child 1 failed!

She should have left right there and then but on second thoughts decided to buy more time for herself and what’s a better and cheaper way to buy time than using children currency especially that no risk is involved now that her once intact shape has been shattered

This time she is determined to go through with it to the end. This time she will deliver a child and the child will deliver his dad’s love to her. Sure enough nine months later or maybe seven the tool was born. Beautiful, sweet and very soft yet despised from the first second for the damage and pain it caused its bearer.

Disappointment and hatred followed when this now 2 years old child did not serve its purpose as the father’s love meter to his wife did not budge but instead moved to serve the child himself creating jealousy on top to the point that many times the thought of strangling this noisy little devil crossed her mind.

Testing Child 2 failed…

Situation is worsening; life is getting insufferable with her companion, no passion no love, treating her like dirt when she once back home in Osaka maybe, had a life of a princess having everything she wanted delivered on a silver plate to her pink bedroom with pink and white bed sheets.

Selfishly enough the idea of a third trial pops out again. Only now it has a revenge factor in addition to maybe triggering the love she longs for. Two in one and for free is good odds so why not try, once more not for a second giving a damn thought about the result of producing a life and the consequences of her actions on these poor little ones.

She's the worst...She's asian...She's a gaisha trained not to be human.

Sure enough the third comes along even more beautiful than his brother with a smile like you have never seen before. An angel from heaven came down to earth to release this woman-like self centered creature from her agony....Or at least this is what she thought.

This third was so nice and pure that she actually started to have feeling for it to the extend that she wanted to give it a name by herself, something that she never thought for during her previous two trials. Good but not enough to make her forget her main purpose in life...Revenge if not love.

Things evolved very rapidly and the thought for lovethat did not come was immediately swipped off by the taste for revenge. Something that she is too weak to do on her own.

Testing Child 3 failed...

A couple of month after the birth of this angel, she calls upon a savior, her dad, the utmost responsibilty of bringing her to life and asks him to cross the ocean for help. Come save me and my child she says threatening to just drown the baby if her call for help was not answered.

He came...she left...took the baby...kept the older one...forgot about the abortion...and now lives a happy life with no love, no feelings, just like nothing ever happened except three lives down the drain.

An asian...selfish, heartless, irresponsbile, yet ignorant and happy.