Die Until Death
She came to this world to serve a purpose just like in my beliefs everyone else did except that hers is very obvious to the point that the word “Apocalypse” is written on her forehead for all to see and know in a matter of second the danger she carries and is keenly capable of inflicting on others for no reason but the mere pleasure of watching them suffer.
A lovely smile beneath her big shining eyes captures you in an instant and throws you into this transcendent hypnosis taking away bit by bit all the rationale you have worked so hard to build in your early days reducing you to an insignificant devotee amongst a massive herd of men she already has as her own.
Willingly or against your better judgment you find yourself unreservedly controlled by a power so overwhelming to resist and yet you will think too charming to want to let go, by that obliviously becoming her number one assistant in a fatal sentence she inflicts on your existence as a respectable human being in a society now too distant from your vision to life.
Your soul sinks deeper than the titanic killing altogether none other than what was left of your already dormant ego thus finishing off any spark of hope that might have resisted her evil nature encompassing your every earlier attempts to escape what you now consider as a heavenly trance you are so fortunate to have and worship.
Unofficially dead, this is when you cut all threads to life and become unconditionally focused on her every command with nothing more important to you than obeying and pleasing her in any way she wishes hoping you will somehow be rewarded with her mysterious beauty by allowing you to feel the softness of a skin your whole life depends on.
Instead she decides just like that and out of the blue that she has had enough of your despicable presence behind her on your knees all the time and chooses to just let go of you and so she does dropping you from as low as you already are to an even lower level you never thought it existed until this very long second of clarity that comes between the time your head hits that place and death.
A lovely smile beneath her big shining eyes captures you in an instant and throws you into this transcendent hypnosis taking away bit by bit all the rationale you have worked so hard to build in your early days reducing you to an insignificant devotee amongst a massive herd of men she already has as her own.
Willingly or against your better judgment you find yourself unreservedly controlled by a power so overwhelming to resist and yet you will think too charming to want to let go, by that obliviously becoming her number one assistant in a fatal sentence she inflicts on your existence as a respectable human being in a society now too distant from your vision to life.
Your soul sinks deeper than the titanic killing altogether none other than what was left of your already dormant ego thus finishing off any spark of hope that might have resisted her evil nature encompassing your every earlier attempts to escape what you now consider as a heavenly trance you are so fortunate to have and worship.
Unofficially dead, this is when you cut all threads to life and become unconditionally focused on her every command with nothing more important to you than obeying and pleasing her in any way she wishes hoping you will somehow be rewarded with her mysterious beauty by allowing you to feel the softness of a skin your whole life depends on.
Instead she decides just like that and out of the blue that she has had enough of your despicable presence behind her on your knees all the time and chooses to just let go of you and so she does dropping you from as low as you already are to an even lower level you never thought it existed until this very long second of clarity that comes between the time your head hits that place and death.
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